ho hum...

some things rattling around in my head.

i got so tired of sitting that i squatted for a while. heels facilitate squatting. i didn't look very professional. i cut my hair recently, but it looks about the same. i'm finally on my way to long hair. the food here is terrific, but i'm not sure i'd like it if i weren't chinese. i'm without a doubt the biggest girl in the office. i might try to catch a pickup game tonight. i hope that they're nice and that i'm not too out of shape. i've smoked 4 cigarettes this summer. so if i have trouble breathing, i can blame it on that. everyone here eats at their desk. i think that sucks a lot. maybe once i have real work to do, i can leave whenever i finish that work, but for now, i'm twiddling my thumbs, trying to take up space in a Useful Way. When i meet people, i smile even though i don't mean it, which is bad because then i can't find a good point to break out of the smile. it's like eating when you're not hungry...how do you know when to stop? there are a lot of free chocolates at work, but they're all fancy and filled with funny cremes. i want snickers. oh, and they have those liquer chocolates that meryl had. hurrah for references to the old life.